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The
following story is a true account, taken from an old, out-of-print book
called "Touching Incidents And Remarkable Answers To Prayer"
It was compiled by S. B. Shaw and published in 1894.
Charlie
Coulson-the Christian Drummer Boy By Dr. M.L.R.
I
was a surgeon in the United States Army during the Civil War. After the
battle of Gettysburg, there were hundreds of wounded soldiers in my
hospital. Many were wounded so severely that a leg or an arm, or
sometimes both, needed to be amputated.
One of these was a boy who had only been in the service
for three months. Since he was too young to be a soldier, he had
enlisted as a drummer. When my assistants came to give him chloroform
before the amputation, he turned his head and refused it. When they told
him that it was the doctor's orders, he said, "Send the doctor to
me." I came to his bedside and said, "young man, why do you
refuse the chloroform? When I found you on the battlefield, you were so
far gone that I almost didn't bother to pick you up. But when you opened
those large blue eyes, it occurred to me that you had a mother somewhere
who might be thinking of you at that very moment. I didn't want you to
die on the field, so I had you brought here. But you've lost so much
blood that you're just too weak to live through an operation without
chloroform. You'd better let me give you some."
He laid his hand on mine, looked me in the face and said, "Doctor,
one Sunday afternoon, when I was nine and half years old, I gave my
heart to Christ. I learned to trust Him then, and I've been trusting Him
ever since. I KNOW I can
trust Him now. He is my strength. He will support me while you amputate
my arm and leg." I asked him if he would at least let me give him a
little brandy. Again he looked at and said, "Doctor, when I was
about five years old, my mother knelt by my side with her arms around
me, and said: "Charlie, I am praying to Jesus that you will never
take even one drink of alcohol. Your father died a drunkard, and I've
asked God to use you to warn people against the dangers of drinking, and
to encourage them to love and serve the Lord." I am now seventeen
years old, and I have never had anything stronger than tea or coffee.
There is a very good chance that I am about to die and to go into the
presence of my God. Would you send me there with brandy on my
breath?"
I will never forget the look that boy gave me. At that time I hated
Jesus, but I respected that boy's loyalty to his Savior. And when I saw
how he loved and trusted Him to the very end, something deeply touched
my heart. I did for that boy what I had never done for any other
soldier-I asked him if he wanted to see his chaplain.
Chaplin R. knew the boy well from having seen him frequently at
the tent prayer meetings. Taking his hand, he said, "Charlie, I'm
really sorry to see you like this". "Oh, I'm alright,
sir," Charlie answered. "The doctor offered me chloroform, but
I told him I didn't want any. Then he wanted to give me brandy, which I
didn't want either. So now if my Saviour calls me, I can go to him in my
right mind."
"You might not die, Charlie," said the chaplain, "but if
the Lord does call you home, is there anything I can do for you after
you're gone?" "Chaplain,
please reach under my pillow and take my little Bible. My mother's
address is inside. Please send it to her, and write a letter for me.
Tell her that since I left home, I have never let a single day pass-no
matter if we were on the march, on the battle-field, or in the
hospital-without reading a portion of God's Word, and daily praying that
He would bless her." "Is
there anything else I can do for you, my lad?" asked the chaplain.
"Yes-please write a letter to the Sunday School teacher of the
Sands Street Church in Brooklyn, New York. Tell him that I've never
forgotten his encouragement, good advise, and many prayers for me. They
have helped and comforted me through all the dangers of battle. And now,
in my dying hour, I thank the Lord for my dear old teacher, and ask Him
to bless and strengthen him. That is all."
Then turning to me, he said, "I'm ready doctor. I promise I won't
even groan while you take off my arm and leg, if you don't offer me
chloroform." I promised, but I didn't have the courage to take the
knife in my hand without first going into the next room and taking a
little brandy myself.
While cutting through the flesh, Charlie Coulson never groaned. But when
I took the saw to separate the bone, the lad took the corner of his
pillow in his mouth, and all I could hear him whisper was, "O
Jesus, blessed Jesus! Stand by me now." He kept his promise. He
never groaned.
I couldn't sleep that night. Whichever way I tossed and turned, I saw
those soft blue eyes, and when I closed my own eyes, the words,
"Blessed Jesus, stand by me now," kept ringing in my ears. A
little after midnight, I finally let my bed and visited the hospital-a
thing I had never done before unless there was an emergency. I had such a strange and strong
desire to see that boy. When I got there, an orderly told me that
sixteen of the badly wounded soldiers had died. "Was Charlie
Coulson one of them?" I
asked. "No, sir," he answered, "he's sleeping as sweetly
as a babe." When I came to his bed, one of the nurses said that at
about nine o'clock, two members of the Y.M.C.A. came through the
hospital to read and sing a hymn. Chaplain R. was with them, and he
knelt by Charlie's bed and offered up a fervent and soul-stirring
prayer. Then, while still on their knees, they sang one of the sweetest
of all hymn's, "Jesus Lover Of My Soul." Charlie sang along
with them, too. I couldn't understand how that boy, who was in such
horrible pain, could sing.
Five days after I performed the operation. Charlie sent for me, and it
was from him that I heard my first Gospel sermon. "Doctor," he
said. "my time has come. I don't expect to see another sunrise. I
want to thank you with all my heart for your kindness to me. I know you
are Jewish, and that you don't believe in Jesus, but I want you to stay
with me, and see me die trusting my Saviour to the last moment of my
life." I tried to stay but I just couldn't; I didn't have the
courage to stand by and see a Christian boy die rejoicing in the love of
that Jesus who I hated. So I hurriedly left the room.
About twenty minutes later an orderly came and found me sitting
in my office with my hands covering my face. He told me that Charlie
wanted to see me. "I've just seen him," I answered, "and
I can't see him again," "But,
Doctor, he says he must see you once more before he dies." So I
made up my mind to go and see Charlie, say an endearing word, and let
him die.
However, I was determined that nothing he could say would influence me
in the least bit, so far as his Jesus was concerned.
When I entered the hospital I saw that he was sinking fast, so I sat
down by his bed. Asking me to take his hand, he said, "Doctor, I
love you because you are a Jew. The best friend I have found in this
world was a Jew." I asked him who that was, and he answered,
"Jesus Christ, and I want to introduce you to Him before I die.
Will you promise me, Doctor, that what I am about to say to you, you
will never forget?" I promised, and he said, "Five days ago,
while you amputated my arm and leg, I prayed to the Lord Jesus Christ
and asked Him to make His love known to you."
Those words went deep into my heart. I couldn't understand how, when I
was causing him the most intense pain, he could forget all about himself
and think of nothing but his Saviour and my unconverted soul. All I
could say to him was, "Well, my dear boy, you will soon be all
right," With these words I left him, and twelve minutes later he
fell asleep, "safe in the arms of Jesus."
Hundreds of soldiers died in my hospital during the war, but I only
followed one to the grave, and that was Charlie Coulson. I rode three
miles to see him buried. I had him dressed in a new uniform, and placed
in an officer's coffin, with a United States flag over it.
That boy's dying words made a deep impression upon me. I was rich
at that time so far as money was concerned, but I would have given every
penny I possessed if I could have felt towards Christ as Charlie did.
But that feeling cannot be bought with money. Alas, I soon forgot all
about my Christian soldier's little sermon, but I could not forget the
boy himself. Looking back,
I now know that I was under deep conviction of sin at that time. But for
nearly ten years I fought against Christ with all the hatred I had,
until finally the dear boy's prayer was answered, and I surrendered my
life to the love of Jesus.
About a year-and-a-half after my conversion, I went to a prayer meeting
one evening in Brooklyn. It was one of those meetings where Christians
testify about the loving-kindness of God. After several had spoken, an
elderly lady stood up and said, "Dear friends, this may be the last
time I have a chance to publicly share how good the Lord has been to me.
My doctor told me yesterday that my right lung is nearly gone, and my
left lung is failing fast, so at the best I only have a short time to be
with you. But what is left of me belongs to Jesus. It's a great joy to
know that I shall soon meet my son with Jesus in heaven.
"Charlie was not only a soldier for his country, but also a
soldier for Christ, He was wounded at the battle of Gettysburg, and was
cared for by a Jewish doctor, who amputated his arm and leg. He died
five days after the operation. The chaplain of the regiment wrote me a
letter, and sent me my boy's Bible. I was told that in his dying hour,
my Charlie sent for that Jewish doctor, and said to him, "Doctor,
before I die I wish to tell you that five days ago, while you amputated
my arm and leg, I prayed to the Lord Jesus Christ for you."
As I heard this lady speak, I just couldn't sit still! I left my seat,
ran across the room, and taking her hand said, "God bless you, my
dear sister. Your boy's prayer has been heard and answered! I am the
Jewish doctor that Charlie prayed for, and his Saviour is now my Saviour!
The love of Jesus has won my soul!"
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